My God. I'm feeling so blue and grouchy for the past few days. After a week of holidays, I find it difficult to adjust my body to sleeping early and rising early. Totally not welcoming for me at all when you see drama with two women shouting at each other, getting ready to lay fists on each other on an early Monday morning. What would go worse is my original file of worksheets is fucking missing, just like that. Where the fuck it is?! Thank goodness I've a spare A3 size but I need the A4 size as well, damnit.

Never thought I would say this but I feel like getting out of Singapore. To the US or something. Suddenly, I feel like I'm meant for greater things rather than the mundane lifestyle I'm leading. I want to experience as much things and different feelings as I could. I feel a total lack of excitement in my life right now. Total fucking lack of any ounce of excitement. Fuck.

To add on, I'm sexually frustrated. Very.

Someone get me the fucking out of here now, or at least feeling like this. (I'll just try to find a way, somehow)